✖ hey, what's up?

Yes, she will sing to those who'll hear. And in her song, all magic flows. But can you brave what you most fear? Can you face what the river knows?
Hey guys, happy 2020 for everyone who is considering it as a happy thing.
I'm a bit lost.
I'm lost in my emotions, I'm lost in this bottle of wine of mine. And I'm not too sure how to get a grip on them in order to control my chaos. Perhaps I should make a trip to Aretuza? Guess who has been binge-watching the whole first season of the Witcher. In case if you've been wondering where the hell I've been the past two months or so.
Other things than the Witcher I've been watching lately: Frozen II, Star Wars: the Rise of the Skywalker, the Joker, Jane the Virgin, true crime documentaries, Don't F***k With Cats and the Circle in Netflix, which in my opinion, is utter shit.

There is no snow on the ground, which means that I'm not able to turn 25 and celebrate getting older. I've got this silly rule that I cannot get older if there isn't any snow. And I love snow, so that's how I'm feeling about getting older. Not that I'd survive that long until to see my 25th birthday, even though I'm really enjoying playing with the fantasy of it.
I'm not sure if I know how to write anymore, even though the fact that I'm able to pull words out of my keyboard at this very moment is the most I've been doing myself in months. It's been an absolute struggle, even though this seems fairly easy.
I'm not sure can I even write anymore. It feels like ages since my fingers have travelled through the keypad of my laptop and I've let the words simply flow. Feels kind of tacky for me, at least at the moment. I'm a mess, and so is my writing.

So there isn't basically anything new under my sun, how did your decade change? Did you have a great time?

1 comment

  1. Hey, I just found your blog and I like it! Def going to keep following. :)

    I'm hoping your new year has gone bit better by now - tho there's nothign wrong with being lost (in your emotions or otherwise) in time to time! Sending good vibes for you! xx


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