✖ hockey snapshots
Friday 31 January 2020
iPhone camera is surprisingly good, huh?
Pictures: Me
Location: Isomäki Ice Hall, Pori, Finland
✖ 25, the birthday I thought I wouldn't see
Thursday 30 January 2020
CW: depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, enter at your own risk
I can't stress this enough, Autumn and the beginning of Winter has been extremely tough on me. I've been finding difficult to get a grip on my own life whilst suffocating my own feelings and thoughts with helping others with their own struggles. It got to the point where I was skipping school, stayed in bed the whole day and didn't really manage to go anywhere. Anywhere except work. I'm actually glad I was able to drag myself to work, considering that my will to live had been dropped below zero.
Today is my 25th birthday, the birthday I thought I wouldn't see.
I was certain I wouldn't see my 25th birthday coming. I was in a dark, pitch-black place. I still am, in multiple shades of grey, the shades getting a tiny bit lighter each week. Can't say day, the process of my healing isn't exactly as fast I'd hope it to be. But I am. Healing. I want to heal.
I've always wanted to be 25. I don't really know why, but I've always wanted to be 25.
And it kind of feels good to be 25, now.
Happy birthday to me.
From, me.
I can't stress this enough, Autumn and the beginning of Winter has been extremely tough on me. I've been finding difficult to get a grip on my own life whilst suffocating my own feelings and thoughts with helping others with their own struggles. It got to the point where I was skipping school, stayed in bed the whole day and didn't really manage to go anywhere. Anywhere except work. I'm actually glad I was able to drag myself to work, considering that my will to live had been dropped below zero.
Today is my 25th birthday, the birthday I thought I wouldn't see.
I was certain I wouldn't see my 25th birthday coming. I was in a dark, pitch-black place. I still am, in multiple shades of grey, the shades getting a tiny bit lighter each week. Can't say day, the process of my healing isn't exactly as fast I'd hope it to be. But I am. Healing. I want to heal.
I've always wanted to be 25. I don't really know why, but I've always wanted to be 25.
And it kind of feels good to be 25, now.
Happy birthday to me.
From, me.
✖ snapshots from Tallinn, Estonia
Wednesday 29 January 2020
My friend and I did a little trip to Tallinn right before Christmas, and we visited such stunning spots in the city. The main reason I wanted to visit Tallinn right before Christmas was to check out their hyped Christmas market. Although, compared to one in Helsinki it was more like a market filled with souvenirs and other not so important crap. It was slightly a disappointment for me, as I expected a bit more after all the hype I've heard about it.
The visit was more than perfect opportunity to get my camera out though, so here are a few pictures from the trip.
Have you ever been disappointed in a lot hyped Christmas market?
The visit was more than perfect opportunity to get my camera out though, so here are a few pictures from the trip.
Have you ever been disappointed in a lot hyped Christmas market?
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